what is it to be like me?

INTRODUCTION

Hi! This is my first post here. I created this blog for me to express and share my inner thoughts to anyone who's interested and sa mga taong napadaan lang. I made this blog to help me loosen up, cause lately napa-Praning na ko. (Epekto siguro ng sembreak. -_-)

SO WHAT IS IT TO BE LIKE ME?

It's not easy to be like me. (Me as myself, nahihirapan maging ako, napapagod maging ako.) 

Super moody ko. Yung tipong at one moment ang saya saya ko then bigla nalang akong maiirita or malulungkot. Maybe beacause of the ideas or thoughts na bigla na lang pa pop-out sa utak ko, kaya bigla na lang nagbabago mood ko. Praning nga kase ako.

Mahirap maging ako. Ang dami kong gusto. Super dami! Pero once na nakuha ko na yung isang bagay, at first, yes, parang achievement na, then after a while mawawalan na sya sakin ng value. Nagiging useless na kumbaga. Then gusto ko na uli ng iba.

You wouldn't want to be like ME. Mahirap ako intindihin. Im bossy. Ma pride akong tao. Gusto ko AKO LANG. Ayoko maging second, option or one of the choices. 

I have different personalities.

I can be an angel who will help you.

I can also be a devil if you provoke me to.

I'm not a consistent person.

I easily forgive people.

Pero mahirap makalimot.

Everyday, i'm different.

Everyday, nakikilala ko yung sarili ko.

I'm never contented.

I hate rejections.

I hate uneasy things.

I'm insecure.

I'm facing my own insecurities and dramas every single day.

And for me, i will never be good enough to anyone.

I have traits that i want to improve.

And traits that i want to get rid of.

Cause it's bringing me down.

So what is it to be like me?

You'll find out soon.