Ang drama mo naman..

Minsan, ang sarap din mag drama. Yung tipong punong puno ka na. yung ipon na ipon na yung hinanakit mo sa buhay. Yung sasabog ka na sama ng loob. minsan Ang sarap umiyak. Yung iyak na for one night only. Yung mag-isa ka lang, walang makakarinig. Hagulgol kung hagulgol. Tulo sipon, tulo laway. Nagkakandalabo na yung paningin mo dahil sa iyak. Pero. Ang sarap nung feeling na ang luwag ng pakiramdam mo after.

Some reasons why..

No.1 - you think you’re tough, Strong & Unbeatable. But somehow, you still get hurt. But you won’t show it to others. You won’t show them how hurt you are. because that’s part of your scheme. Pretending that everything is okay. Acting like you’re not affected nor disturbed. But deep inside, you know to yourself that you’re in pain. That you’re breaking inside. But you just can’t express it. Because they thought you’re strong.

No.2 – you know you almost have everything. Almost. But you’re still searching and aiming for more. you’re never contented with what you have now. Thinking you deserve more. thinking wanting more is a good idea. But how can you be happy and contented if you keep on wanting more? how can you have this peace of mind if you’re not happy with what you have now? With what you are now?

No.3 – you think that No one loves you. That No one likes you. That You have no friends. that No one cares. That No one remembers you. that No one misses you. That No one even know you exists.

No.4 - You’re not happy because You’re hurt. You’re in pain. You consider Yourself a loser. You’re always jealous. You envy them. You hate them. You hate yourself. You pity yourself. and You don’t want to be yourself anymore,

These are some Reasons why sometimes you just wanna break out. Reasons why sometimes you wanna cry. You always Blame it all to ‘him’. You all Blame the world. Reasons why you pity yourself. Reasons kung bakit minsan gusto mo nalang makapag-isa at magdrama. Mag-iisip ng kung ano ano. At kawawain yung sarili. Lahat ng inipon mong sakit at sama ng loob, ilalabas mo na. you deserve that one night of break out. We all deserve that one night. So let it go. Let it all out. Cry your heart out. Cry now but don’t ever cry again for the same reason. After mo magdrama, matulog ka. Para okay na lalo yung pakiramdam mo pagkagising mo.

How about you? Have you experienced this before?